... being able to change and to become an awful person sometime, fallowing that feeling horrible for people which are badly upset just because of my selfishness..
.. however i can clearly see those people actually can get over it easier then i and they thought and as a result of that they can realize what they have overed is not a big deal in reality...
everything can be recovered by seeing exlover again and meeting up with new people...nice ..that is the real love and i was the love of your life,wasnt i ?

actually all i want to say is i wish i did not miss them badly and did not need to hold myself for telling that i love you so much
I m fucking out of your life